Caashaqu ogeysiis ma leeyahay

Vocals by Khadra Daahir, words by Cabdi Cali Weyd, music by Saciid Maxamed Xarawo.

From the play Xishood iyo Jacayl (Shyness and Modesty)

Translation by Abdihakim Omer and Christina Woolner

When human beings went to sleep
And there was no light!
And the house was dark
Araweelo [a mythical Somali queen] came to me [and told me]
“get up and have a look at the flower
that I have put in the warm area”
I got my hopes up
When I opened the door
I saw the sky camel [constellation] last night
I thought it was you and
[For] a while, I circled around it

A virgin [lit. ‘virginity’] is bashful
I shy away
I cannot express it clearly and
Nor can I convey my love through a messenger
Can love be expressed/announced publicly?

A soul thirsty for love
Is vulnerable to criticism
Like a she-camel whose calf has died and has
been made to suckle another calf
I cry out
When I set my sights on
The boy I chose
I sometimes say to myself
Wait for a while
And other times, I say to myself
Never approach him
But I cannot control myself

Should I stay away from him
I am like a she-camel who is crying after her
calf who has been tied under a wood hut
Being a girl is full of surprises!
I decided to stay away from him
And preserve my dignity,
I cry for my soul
Because of sad memories
Deep in my heart [lit. in my womb and stomach]
Lie wounds
I cannot forget him

Markuu seexday aadmigu,
Iyadoon ilays jirin!
Aqalkuna madow yahay
Araweelo ii timid
“Kacoo eeg sow imay odhan
Ubaxaan dugsiga dhigay!”
Niyadaan ka oogsaday
Markaan furay albaabkii
Awrkii cirkaan xalay
Arkayoon ku moodoo
Muddo ku ag-wareegee

 

Refrain
Ugubnimo xishoodlee
Ilnugayl la waabtee
Afka kama caddayn karo
Ergana uma diran karee
Caashaqu ogeysiis ma leeyahay

Naftii jacayl la ooman,
Kolna eed ma weydee
Sida igadh maqaaray

Olol reemay goortaan
Indhahayga wiilkii aan
Oggolaaday saaree
Mar waxaan idhaahdaa
Bal ayaamo sii dhawr;
Marna waxaan idhaahdaa
Abidkaaba haw tagin
Misna kama adkaystee

Refrain

Miyaan ka ag fogaadaa?
Sidii ayra geeloo
Ilmo loogu xidhay waab
Inanimadu yaab leh!
Ka adkayso sow ismaan odhan
Edebtaadana ha u tudho
Niyadaan ka ooyaa!
Urugada xasuusta
Uurkiyo calooshay
Aramidu i jiiftaa
Ma illaawi karayee

Refrain